Almost 5 months I have been doing internship at one of the audit firm in Kuala Lumpur. A lot of things happened along my practical training. I don't know where to start. Life begins when there is a start and end when it supposes to be. Thinking about life really miserable and frightening. The competition very tense in order to be placed at the right position. We have to mix with different people and try to adapt with the current work place environment. For me, this is the biggest obstacle I have to face. I don't really care much about the burden of the job assigned to me because I know that is the purpose of working / practical training but to deal with different people with different way of thinking really affected me. I know some people can easily can adopt with the environment . I'm too ! For me, I like to work on my own without being directed by anyone.This doesn't mean I don't like other people to ask me to do here and there but I think if that person is able and that task is within his/her scope job, he/her should do on their own. Sometimes, I feel my determination of fulfilling my task doesn't mean anything ! I know, I'm just a trainee which they think I cant do much .
I know I can blame them but at certain circumstances, I think I have the right to pursue with my point. In this life, we cannot tend to think we know all the things. Some people may good at certain thing and not other thing. We should learn to understand others rather than wanting others to understand us..may be continued !
